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| Wondering |
| 10.25.04 (11:35 pm) |
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I find myself in one of those moods. There are things, memories, places, people running through my mind at speeds that would surely break the sound barrier. I wonder how my dad is doing. I miss him so much, even though I saw him not two weeks ago. I miss the smile that never leaves his face. I wonder about all my friends that I never see or hear from anymore. I miss them greatly. Friday nights after the races hanging out at grandma’s house. Those were some good times! I wonder about him, the first man to show me the tragic side of love. Not a day goes by that I don’t think of him. I wonder how he’s doing, if he’s happy. I wonder what my life would have been like if I had never met these people. Empty, I’m sure… |
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| Remembering |
| 10.24.04 (7:56 pm) |
| Today the weather is gloomy, as is my mood. I’m restless but lethargic. I find myself wandering from room to room, going through things. I’ve managed to clean out Bethany’s closet as well as my own. I’ve gone through boxes that were packed from only god knows which of my many moves. I’m notorious for savings things. I literally have many (dozens) of boxes of stuff. It all reminds me of someone or some place from my past. Through the years I have managed to get rid of a lot of it. Every so often, on days like today I find myself going through these boxes, remembering… |
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| Catch up |
| 10.24.04 (1:34 am) |
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So much has been going on, it's amazing how busy an unemployed person can be. I quit the VCC, I had a slight (HUGE) disagreement with the Bar Manager and the GM, and quit. It just wasn't worth it. I am still looking for a full time job. I've got a third interview coming up next Tuesday. I think I have a good chance, but as we all know it could go either way. I sent in an application to Subaru for their "Maximum Velocity" female driver search. It was an interesting application, it was more like an essay. I'm crossing every part of my body you could possibly cross. It comes with a year’s sponsorship and a 40k salary. I haven't seen Jenn in what seems like forever. She's been pretty busy lately. Hasn't even had time to pick up the phone and CALL ME BACK! Everything else is running smoothly. Hope all is well with you guys!! |
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| How? |
| 10.18.04 (3:57 pm) |
| How do you mourn the loss of someone you barely knew, but loved very much? Saturday my last living grandparent passed away. I remember her, barely, just bits and pieces really. I know in my heart she is in a better place, she's with my grandfather again. It breaks my heart though, to know that I will never get the chance to speak to her again. I’ll never get the opportunity to know her like I wanted to. I’ll never again get that little book of life savers for Christmas. I miss her already… |
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| I'm still here.. |
| 10.10.04 (4:23 pm) |
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I'm still alive...barely. I spent the better part of the week sick with a stomach virus. It sucked, BIG time! It was Texas/OU weekend here, and it was insanely busy for us. Made loads of money though. Texas lost...again. I'm off to get ready to go to work, I'll write more when I have more time!! |
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